Yes finally it's the holidays,somehow i'm not really excited for the holidays because right after the holidays the days for my prelims and n level would be closer and closer as each day goes by. People say i shouldn't be worried for my n levels becuase it's something that i've been through, and i've learnt all the subjects become. They think i should be confident enough and score even higher then my classmates now. I believe i can do,yes i believe i can but i'm afraid of another failure. I'm not the very hardworking type,it's impossible for me to push myself very hard because my interest is not studying but i still try my best because it's for my future. I always tell myself,what if i fail again what if i don't score as high as i'm suppose to score for my parents to be happy. I'll dissapoint everyone,especially myself. I know it's no point saying how afraid i am here,it's the action that proves everything. I must not lie and say that i'm really mugging hard for my n's because i know myself that i've be slacking for the pass half year until during the mye i started working a little hard and yes there are good results for my hardwork and i should continue doing what i did for the mye.
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