like roses, we blossom.

This photo up here,was exactly how i felt last night in my dream.

The worst nightmare ever since my exorcist dream.

I dreamt that my one and only baobei died,i don't know how he died but in my dream i felt guilty i felt so terrible. Everything felt so real,i was really crying in real life as i could felt it but i wasn't awake. Before he died,i remember that i told him i wanted something but he didn't got it for me and i was really upset with him. Then he had a quarrel and he left,but he left to get me that thing i wanted but he didn't told me. I felt so mad with him that i didn't talk to him for a week and by then i found out that he was dead and he got me that thing i wanted and left it on his bed. When i found out,my tears flowed out immediately and i cried so badly. It felt like everything from my life is gone,he's gone. I knelt right infront of his bed,i felt so guilty. All i did was cried and cried and cried,felt like my heart is going just burst out of my body. T_T

And i woke up then,my chest hurt when i woke up and there's tears in my eyes. I sat on my bed thinking back about the dream and i starting tearing more. It really felt so real,but then i told myself it's just a dream. Now i know how baby is sooooo important to me,wow totally speechless right now and i feel like crying again lmao. T_T