like roses, we blossom.

Town with cousin and sister today and i tortured my legs+feet in my heels walking the whole day. got my school bag and some stuff etc etc. i hate walking by lucky plaza cze of all the philliphines people+indian. they all talk like loud hailers,shouting and screaming all around like nobody's buisness.C'mon lah,like where's their fucking manners they all go like " #$#%$^%#@@i like banglahs#$#%%$&^$@$" seriously got problem. Whatever it's not my problem,it's just what i think about them zzz. okay i'm totally not controlling what i eat now,i just stuff food into my mouth when i feel like it. This is so wrong seriously, i can't let baby see me looking like a mother fucking fat bitch when he gets back if not i'll scare the hell out of him. Control ana, must control okay. Well tomorrow i'll be seeing my teamates at school for a short balling session. Honestly speaking,i lost my interest in basketball i'm not sure if i'll go back to training next year. I don't wanna get dark either,so who knows yah.